on the roof of the navy base in early summer still of all things still @ that crest of things to look hither n yon still still checkin her phone.i prefer when things r stalled and muddled.any form of poison.

put me in a category with ur addled little sister

and then zone out.stop watching for a few years.that shd be long enough

normal lab rats let the flavor go. the flavor that used 2 be the only one. having lived so many lives. sit on the couch thats gone and talk about it w beautiful blue cut glass cups in our hands. one of them some of them is still there.

swallow deep the lump in ur throat

Posted in 2018, CF-EF archive | Tagged hall skarpur, hildigunn

command

By hoskuld on 2021/01/02

command hug me why

is it why is it so hard 2 destroy still so hard 2 somethin g worthless

why does it live yet green far as the eye cn see pretty green

cycles like the sleepwalker th voice wraps around itself its own quotation animated allalone in coiled loops

eye can see green far as the eye can see green and

blue too

why is it still so hard 2 destroy somethin g worthless

the command to persist n cyclical careless application of pink wet mush careless is a generous generous reading but then can only chalk it up to the same old sinister formality n what becomes of any formality which is 2say a magic

Posted in 2018, CF-EF archive | Tagged gunnar

bitch u shoulda came home

By hoskuld on 2021/01/02

i took my sweater off i put my sweater in the front room the proto meetinghall lib sat down on the floor took out a cold busch

[years later when i spelled out th B U S C H acronym joke 2 my nemesis,it bein one of my actual lil treasures 2 shsare @ the gasstation she fcourse she smilin but com pulsiv rebutted at once “”””thats sexist” but still didnt dare frown:thats how i should of known: what indeed r wymmooon 2do ?

i took my sweater off & the voice speaking over us cracked still today dunno why

Posted in 2018, CF-EF archive, one liners

negligible

By hoskuld on 2021/01/02

the orange rose in the house for the 1st time climb it up the wall i slip down in2 th sedan next2 sashas pink sweater

rememberin tmrw a blue way 2 awaken and 1not LED lites

none of that

it wont help me 2 control anythin an yet i notice it every nite: hyper links

Posted in 2020, CF-EF archive

fenced in deers inbred albino deers

By hoskuld on 2021/01/02

get terrorised out of my wooded hiway margin, dont stay in hell u fool live somewhere else where u could rly live

gim and i talked about places we could go.leave it as an easy thing go off into the harshly lit yellow margins dont givin up on the possibility of gettin out of the fenced in region

Posted in 2019, CF-EF archive | Tagged gim