i saw hedin seal’s face in the other guy’s face when he walked up on us on the deck of the public pool. the innocent squint and normal hair so as to not look like an asshole in unfamiliar populations. its an unfair comparison but i saw it with my eyes. the one face superimposed on the other face like a bad movie FX. the screen is rippling.
shush hildigunn rautt not now, i hiss 2 the ghost but she wont shut up
ewww GROSSSSSS omg EW!
i forced the ghost away, jabbed its non material space with my elbow which caught a vapor chill on contact. to shake her off istood up i dunno if we hugged Heyyyyyy buddy hows it goin?
that dudes like a tiny Darth Vader i never liked him
bc he gives off really strong wanker perv vibes. my theory is he keeps that cat to attract babes
shut up hildigunn shut up
oh nothing nothing
i was thinkin cant resist of hedin seal iwas angry at myself fr the comparison an unfair comparison they would hate e/o unfair unfair and yet [we were ordered to leave the pool for some reason we walked around the wall a cloud passed in front of the sun everything was light brown and white even though they told me it was Summer]
a tension hung there undead like a bacteria filled mummy sarcophagus and maybe all those ages ago there was no such tension maybe it was only the decay of time that had made it or
could be i was jus t too oblivious to it back then,and it did exist back then jus the same
harmless enough to follow up and memorable because indeterminate like an open window even though
OMG what a STALKER hes like a classic grad school dweeb with a dash of American Psycho its SO WEIRD like type A grad school style grosssss he should have a PhD right now what the f is he even doing?!
i cough loudly loud as i can 2 cover it up lil tears spark the corners of my eyes of suppressed laughing it cant come out now i only just got to the first threshhold not now not now when i autopilot thru some questions statements qs fill in catch up try to sense nothing but sense more sense too much i try not to wonder what am i seeing ? what is the same ? it cannot be as simple as i thinkwhat a mess
what a mess the flavor of the air itself changes i cant blame the ghost at my elbow who chases me flits around the parkbench giggling utter contempt and zeal horror since
why is ragnar stuck w him in that cursed garbage heap of a house Its super creepy bc his room is very tidy very “I’m in Graduate School for Psychology!”
hes doing it bc he just wants to say “OK. Looks like our time’s up!” and then get a mini boner from that power dynamic
but just a mini one,just a modest lil professional stiffy i cave an blurt
cough so hard to drown her out mad that i got poked enough into reply i choke cough wheeze double over loud
yeah he s basically an evil clown/failed social worker