chronological posts

excerpt from brain damage recovery support show

U kno

time is not this constant THING we THINK it is

i KNO

sometimes

I set the microwave for 1 min

turn around fr one seconand ” bing! ” i’m like damn !

his halberd is at home

 

Gunnar saw a red tunic at the window and he made a thrust with his halberd and hit Thorgrim in the waist. The Norwegian lost his grip on his shield, his feet slipped and he fell off the roof and then walked to where Gizur and the others were sitting on the ground.

Gizur looked at him and spoke. “Well, is Gunnar at home?” Thorgrim answered, “Find that out for yourselves, but I’ve found out one thing–that his halberd is at home.” Then he fell down dead.

my happiness

 

starts as a sparkle on the torn up inner side of my mouth where my misaligned tooth bites the cheek a bit of a pinch of a soreness of a moist callus and from here it opens me up

its born once in the sunshine on the remote island

its born a second time in the deepest dark sleep mold induced

its born again born again in traffic

the sound of a car crash several blocks over the sound of business as usual the sound of boring music being smiled to by the next generation the sound of people who cohabitate and hate each other the sound of scissors the sound of HVAC the sound of the bus the sound of thirst the sound of lawn care

the sound of exhaustion the sound of aimless inebriation in the daytime at work

it starts in the corner of my eye as an exciting pinch when the eyes fill over wet and from here it opens me up my mouth opened up by its pushing fingers wider

and wider

it starts as carcinogen in the lotion

it starts at the gas station

it starts on ur phone look at ur phone

my happiness is born once in the sunshine

its born again in the eclipse

micro dosin

wow u mus b a rly_____ phr33 sp1r1t

candy and worms

 

the candy hidden on the bookshelf in my green metal box was full of maggots this morning that were stained purple and pink from living inside a bag of wild berry gummy lifesavers. most remarkable were the dangling cornmeal-like moth crumbles that filled the wrapper still wiggling little tremors thru their shaking world or abandoned world when i lifted it up to look closer. there was no visible tear or means of entry/exit in the clear wrapper of the half centimeter thick since being flattened granola bar–the very same one i picked up at noon under the claiborne overpass on orleans on yes mardigras day

when g and o walked up behind me they doubled over laughing assuming i must be that wasted already if there i was crawling under the crowd’s sticky feet and deafening noise of music from 50 PAs diligently picking up trampled food items and broken cups from underfoot on that specially contaminated day. i didnt bother telling them i was quite sober and

well

i did mentioned but drowned out for the best by the amazing din

its still in the wrapper